Last few days have been really hard for me. I had to deal with a number of obstacles, I will not let these block the path towards my freedom.
I will find a way out of this temporary turmoil, I will not be defeated, as I must reach the freedom that I am striving towards.
Lower Back Pain
The stress has triggered severe lower back pain, which has been a recurring issue for me. I have to address this issue and eliminate it permanently.
I will not let this pain and stress distract me from my goal of creating a passive income using the internet, leading to freedom. The paracetamol tablets are just suppressing the pain slightly, they are not a cure for it.
Even though I am in pain and under severe stress, I am looking beyond what is and visualizing what it can become.
I am using visualization and affirmation to take me to a better place. I cannot stay in this state for long, whilst my mind in focused on better things.
Started Blogging Again
I have not been blogging regularly for the past few days, as I had to deal with the issues that are trying to bring me down and stop me from achieving the freedom that I am perusing.
As I write this blog post, I can still feel the pain in my lower back and my mind is still a little occupied with the stress of the incidents that have cropped up in my life recently. I can feel the tightness around my chest, but life must go on.
I knew that I had to start blogging again, it does not matter what is happening in my life, I still need to get the word out. One day I will look back at this blog post and wonder what all this so called struggle was about.
It has been a struggle to get the words out of my mind and onto this post. After writing the first sentence, I started to feel empowered again. I knew that getting my thoughts out will clear my mind and reduce the stress.
Back To Working 12 Hour Shifts
I had been off for 4 days, the back pain started on the 2nd day of my days off from work. Even though I am suffering with lower back pain, I still had to go to work.
With this job, if I don’t show up, I don’t get paid. The company does not offer any sick pay, and I don’t want to claim statutory sick pay from the government, as it amounts to peanuts!
I struggled into work for a 12 hour shift with a box of paracetamols in my pocket. Hopefully these tablets will provide me with a little comfort. The long duration of standing and sitting in one position is not good for the back or the body in general.
This lower back pain and stress has boosted my urgency of creating a monthly passive income using the internet and leaving this trading time for money trap.
I don’t know how long I will be able to work these 12 hours shifts. I need to get out of this rat race as soon as possible.
I’m not going after get rich quick schemes, I am working on creating stable long term passive income streams.
Life Was Not Supposed To Be Like This
I could have never imagined that my life was going to end up like this. I am stuck in a dead end job with nothing to look forward to. Living from payday to payday, struggling to make ends meet.
The more I thought about the path that my life had taken, the more stressed and downhearted I became. I had to do something about it, I could not carry on blaming others for the situation I was in.
I decided to leave karma to take care of who to blame and what to do with them. I accepted the fact that I had to do something about transforming my lifestyle. I had to focus on myself and my immediate family, I did not have to please anyone else.
I know that I am going through another test in my life, which I will pass with flying colors. I have been through worse times, and this too will pass.
It May Take Another Month To Get Back On Track Again
I have accepted that it may take another month for things to get back to normal again. I am dealing with the current events in my life as best as I can.
I started to focus my attention on the following quote:
“Tough times never last, but tough people do.” – Robert H. Schuller
I know that I am made of stronger material than the average person. I have been through some stuff that would have destroyed most people. I have survived these tests for a reason!
If life has not tested you yet, you are living a sheltered existence. The storms that I have been through in life have forged me into the person that I am today.
Events in life may distract me a little, but they will not break me again. I had broken down to the lowest level and I know what it feels like to be there. I am not going back to this nightmare existence again.
Growing Steadily And Passively
The events taking place in my life recently had left me little time to spend on building up a network marketing opportunity that I joined in February 2022.
To my surprise my monthly income has started building up with little effort from myself. The company 2×10 matrix has started filling up and earning me commissions.
This has all happened relatively passively, I will now focus more on this online income stream.
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