Today I Overdosed Myself – My Heart Is Racing Away

I can feel my heart pumping away like crazy, as the intoxicant starts to flow into my body via the blood flow. I feel stimulated, but the effects on the organs are not going to be good.

The Long Journey Back Home

It took me over 2 hours to get back home from work in the morning, as the tube strike from the previous day lingered on. It took me 2 bus journeys and an over ground train journey to reach home after my 12 hour shift at work.

I was totally exhausted once I reached home, but I could not sleep. I lay in bed, trying to get a couple of hours of sleep before heading back to work again. I managed to get around a hour of sleep and had to start getting ready for work again.

I knew that I was not really fit to be at work, as my body was totally shattered and I was suffering from sleep deprivation. I had to make my way into work as I would not get paid for staying at home. My employers do not offer any sick pay, if I don’t get into work, I don’t get paid!

I Needed Stimulants To Keep My Eyes Open

As I was heading into work, I managed to pick up 2 cans of 500 ml Red Bull energy drinks. As I got into work, I was informed that a colleague had blown out. This news did not surprise me as it was becoming a frequent thing.

Luckily cover was arranged, and another security officer was going to arrive after 2.5 hours. I opened up one of the 500 ml cans of Red Bull energy drink and knocked it back. I stared sipping on the second can of Red Bull to intoxicate myself with the caffeine, taurine, vitamins and sugar mixture.

Drinking this excessive amount of energy drink within a short time period was not good for my health, especially at my age. I could feel my heart racing as I finished off the second can of Red Bull.

Within 30 minutes I was intoxicated by the caffeine, taurine, vitamins and sugar mixture. It was really bad for me, but I needed it to stay alert during the 12 hour-long, night-shift.

As I am writing this blog post, I can feel the pump in my heart and the guilty feeling within my body. I know that I should not have drank 1 litre of Red Bull energy drink in 30 minutes.

I know that I need to find a way out of this mess that I have got myself into, and I need to do it really fast. Things at work are never going to improve, I need to take action to transform my lifestyle.

As I was writing this blog, auto save failed and I lost half of this post. I’m not going to let this deter me, I will just get on with writing all over again.

I have now started drinking espressos to pump in more caffeine into the system…. my eyes are now wide open like a cartoon character!

Trying To Blog My Way Out Of This Rut

Things are not going according to plan, but I am still blogging away. This blog will document the struggle that I have been facing and also the solution that will enable me to reach my goal of creating financial freedom.

I know that financial freedom will mean a different thing to everyone single person. My current concept of financial freedom would be achieved once I am earning a substantial monthly passive income to enable me to take care of my monthly expenses.

In monetary terms, I would require a monthly passive income of $5,000 to enable me to meet my monthly living expense. This is the minimum amount of money I would require to allow me to quit my current employment.

There Is No Such Thing As 100% Passive Income

I am looking for a way to build up a monthly passive income of $5,000 using the internet. We all talk about building up a monthly passive income, but there is no such thing as 100% passive income.

Once a passive income source has been established, it will still require some regular work to keep it going.

I am currently working with the LiveGood Opportunity to build up a monthly passive income. I know that it will take time and effort to build up a monthly passive income of $5,000 using this opportunity.

I am willing to put in the time and effort. I know that I will have to put in consistent effort to maintain the monthly income once it has been established.

The hardest part will be getting to earning $5,000 monthly in commissions from LiveGood. Once this monthly passive income amount has been established, it will take less effort to maintain it.

I will use the monthly cash flow from the LiveGood opportunity to establish other online income streams.

The Dream Continues

I am marketing the LiveGood opportunity using My Lead Gen Secret. This site allows me to email fresh leads daily. I am documenting my marketing activity on my YouTube channel.

I have set myself a 90 day marketing challenge to reach Gold Rank in the LiveGood opportunity. I am currently on Day 61.

The videos that I am uploading daily to document my marketing using My Lead Gen Secret are also getting viewed daily. These videos are bringing in subscribers to my YouTube channel and also generating public watch hours.

Currently I have 187 subscribers and around 400 public watch hours. I need 1,000 subscribers and 4,000 public watch hours to qualify for getting my YouTube channel monetized via Adsense.

At this current rate, I should be eligible for monetization within 6 months. I am uploading my marketing videos daily and they are getting watched.

I will continue blogging until this blog is also eligible for monetization via Adsense. This may take some time, but I will stay consistent with my blogging.

Let’s see how long it takes to build up a monthly passive income of $5,000 using the internet. I have set myself this challenge and I will take consistent action to make it happen, it’s just a matter of time.

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